Just when you thought you can achieve almost anything, life comes knocking you down back to reality, reminding you every minute of everyday how human you actually are. Witnessing the passing of two individual one my dearest mom, another one who affects the way I think and whom I aspire to become, Mr.Lee Kuan Yew indeed changes my perspective towards life, and realizing how fragile life are and being human there're certain things which one can not avoid such as death.
Death comes to us all sooner or later, but that's not the main point the point is that have I done enough when I'm still breathing, when my consciousness still belong to this world that we are currently living in. Looking back, I gave myself only a mere pass, as I realize many things that I did was not because I want but merely conforming social norms, trick myself into thinking that's the right thing to do, that's what I want, that's what everybody wants. But I was really wrong, dead wrong and I have been leading my life that way ever since.
My mom has always been telling to appreciate the moment, and with much remorse I was nothing but a grumpy old soul blocking every sensible ways to LIVE, but that's gonna stop as of today I will begin appreciating what life has to offer, keep on trying but also accepting how things unfold. Appreciate LIFE.