Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Back Home

Finally, a place where i call home.. No more papers to go, having fun will be something i need to do now. I can't sleep, i feel so energetic when i got home, so many things is running through my mind right now, choosing what to do, this and that. But one thing is for sure, i need to sleep, because I hasn't sleep since i got back here. My clock has been upside down for quite a long time and seriously need to fix this. If anyone having the same problem with me, please feel free to teach me how to change it back to normal mode.

Saturday, May 17, 2008


Whew, two paper down, 4 more to go. Finally, another weekend for me to catch up with my studies and get some rest.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Last letter

Have you ever have this kind of feeling, whenever you read back some old letters, cards or messages from someone's special, you started feeling warm and how lucky you're during that time and even feeling sweet even untill now. I did. I read through all my letters, cards when I cleaned my drawer, letters by letters I read and it brings back all the memories, sweet one, sad one, make me laugh one. Untill one letter which makes me feel so regret even untill now.. The letter wasn't write by anyone but was written by myself, it was the last letter I would say that I never gave it out. It was meant for someone, and during that time I hadn't much confidence with myself and I'm scared, is amazing that I try a lot of ways to pass that letter to her. I waited outside after tuition, I try to call, I try to spoke but none of that get me close enough. And untill a day when I never get to see her anymore, I lost her contact, I lost every news about her. And I was sad for a very long time. And this last letter I kept in my drawer for a very long long time. I will continue to keep it in my drawer till that day when I see her, I know it wouldn't mean anything to her anymore but at least, I would be very happy to tell her that, sorry to kept you waiting for so long, I have finally made it.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Back Home

Finally, after a long day of travelling, switching bus to bus, I am back to my home town, wonderful Malacca, feeling excited as if I haven't get back for ages. Anyway is nice to be back home, everything seems to be so nice, things are nicely arrange, compare to my room in utp, bed is more comfortable, there' idn't any trouble of mosquitoes, no worries about kicking the board and fell down on me while sleeping. Foods are nice, mom's cooking is always the best, the second will be my own cooking.

That's my wonderful story for the very shot moment in Malacca. Peace

Random Post

Just another few more hours, I will be stepping into the bus and get my way back home. I'm having mixed feelings right now. I hasn't been home for quite awhile, and i kinda miss it seriously. Home is something very special to me, is a place of comfort and no worries. When I reach home, all the stressful feelings just go away and i feel so relax and comfortable.

This semester was a quick one, so fast that no ones believe that. Seriously speaking 14 weeks was fast and in that 14 weeks, how much had been done, how much that I had learned can only be told when the result is out at the mid of July. Therefore,, the journey back home this time, I have a different mission, not to relax but to study. I'm the master of my own faith. May I have all the energy to keep myself moving and make it a success at the end.

See you guys, take good care of yourself. Peace. =)

Stand Up For The Champion!!!

Glory glory Man Utd, you did it again. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful joy at this very stressful moment. Long live Alex Ferguson.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Mother's Day Special

Mother's Day is one occasion that gives you the opportunity to do something for your mother. If you start wondering about the reason you need to treat your mother, I bet you would end up with not less than a zillion of reasons.Let's just remember the most important reasons for which we need to be grateful to our mom and that would be enough to arrange a lavish treat for her on the special occasion of Mother's Day.

  • Since your childhood you have watched your mom washing and ironing your clothes, keeping your school uniform sparkling and spotless, and your jumpers without a single crease.

  • You have been lucky enough to be picked and dropped to and from your school every single day right form your first day at school.

  • Whenever you had a fight and for the slightest reason or if you needed a reason to cry on someone's shoulders, your mom was the one giving you the comfort and patiently listening to all your heartburns and grumbling.

  • Just remember the innumerable times you wanted a fresh new set of designer clothes and your mother dug out her pocket money to fulfill your wish.

  • The food world in which you gorged ever since you were a child and grew up on, was cooked day in and day out by your beloved mother. Just think of the hundreds of incredible dishes she prepared for you, the tasty lunchboxes she fixed for you, the cakes she baked, the snacks, the cups of tea and delicious suppers. It surely makes your mouth water even now.

  • Your mother is always there for you through every thick-and-thin of your life. She is the person you can depend upon to stand by you anytime you need her.

  • Remember all those difficult undecided moments of life and you needed someone who could make you see reason and pour some worldly-wise advice in your ears. It was surely your mother who lent you patient ears and then pulled you out of the mess in your life.

  • Think about the tons of love she professes for you everyday through all her acts, big and small. It can't even be measured. It can only be felt.

What your mother does for you is absolutely beyond assessment but when the enormity of her love and sacrifice is felt,you realize that surely your mom deserves a special treat this Mother's Day. It would only be a small way to show your gratefulness to her.

To all the mom in the whole world:

Happy Mother's Day.

And to my mom:

There isn't a day of the year

that you aren't special to me Mom,

Happy Mother's Day and I love you mom,

thanks for everything that you have done for me.


Friday, May 9, 2008

What Happens in Ipoh

Take a drive down to ipoh this afternoon, to catch up with the latest movies, was choosing between "What Happens In Vegas" and "Speed Racer". I chose "What Hapen In Vegas" in the end. The reason was I think speed racer doesn't worth the penny. And by judging the trailer. I think speed racer is kinda childish. Therefore I go on with my instinct and bought the ticket for "what happens in vegas".

Well, the show indeed prove my instinct right. The show was nice and funny. I would say that's a movie for a night out with your gf. Try to avoid to watch it with a guy, cause the mood will be so wrong. Watching with your love ones will be most appropriate. Cameron Diaz.. erm a bit old for Ashton I would say. Some of the scenes were sensored out from the movie which makes me piss off with the board of film in Malaysia. Come on what's wrong with you guys, I pay to watch the escense of the movie, the cream of the movie, so please don't f******* sensored my movie. No wonder the pirated VCD are so hot right now, as you get to watch the whole movie and is F*** cheap.

But anyhow the movie was nice and i enjoy it very much.

Birthday Present

This post suppose to come earlier but I was kinda busy before that and when I did have time to look through my pictures in my phone, i just realised that I forgot to post this up here on my blog. Well, the title is clear, is my birthday present, this year I have slightly different birthday present, I have never received it before and I don't wanna received it in the future either. Is just feel so fuck up when you got this kind of things during your birthday, feel like someone is playing some prank on you.

Yea, is a test during my birthday, and a damn hard one.. Do you know what's going through my mind when I am doing the test, the f word appear constantly and I was imagining that the lecturer or the test coordinator was laughing and telling me that, "God bless you to have this wonderful birthday!" The real problem is, the question was so hard and we have limited time to finish it, at the end of the test everyone was angry, i could say damn angry.. What happen to me was, I just sit down there and laugh all the way... That's how my birthday goes. But anyhow i'm cool with it right now.
Note: If you still feel sympathy to me and wish to buy me a present or something, I still accept it. Is always welcome :) peace haha..
Thanks for my friends who celebrate it for me, the cheese nun was indeed delicious and the birthday song deed sound bad seriously but it feels warm in the heart. Thanks to you guys, and sorry for swearing while you guys turn off my light while I am watching a movie, never knew that it was a suprise for my birthday. And the candle on top of the cheese nun, I believe the wax on the nun makes me feel high and i couldn't sleep for night.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Feel Like Killing Someone Right Now

Is all because of you, I never get enough of killing, i get so obsessive towards you. In my mind, is all over you right now. I tell myself to stop but I know I won't. I know as much as you that it has become my addiction and is all because of you, I am constantly thinking about killing every second. I don't know what to do about it.

Yes is counter stike, I ain't no serious killer, just getting my hands on something fun, have the feeling of killing someone in game, and i get so addicted to it, kept my hands moving and killing. When it gets dirty, you might turn to use smoke bombs, flashbangs, grenade. After all is not only a game, is about the satisfaction you get after killing so many people. is about the passion of trying to achieve one shot one kill.

Well, better stop craping, a lot more studies to catch up, see you guys next time. Take care.

Monday, May 5, 2008

The Starting of Study Week

Finally I finished my dynamics test today afternoon, gosh.. the test was tough man... cracking my head for two full hours and I barely solve the question. Anyhow, is a big relief for me as now, I have finish my sem officially, what i need to do next was study hard and then prepare myself for the up coming exams. After that I will be packing my bag and go back home.. Home sweet home, start to miss it already. The warm, comfortable bed, miss my friends so much.

I come all the way down to Ipoh today, for a hair cut, and mainly relax... Life had been pretty tense for the past few days. This time, I have two weeks of study week, compare to the others we are kinda lucky to have our time table arrange it that way, therefore we can focus more on our studies and go for our exams on shot. Rather than dragging and have breaks in between which makes my life real miserable.

That's all for now, hope to see you guys soon. Take care.